Dancing with myself

Okay, here's a random guy from the new movie "Mean Creek" that I find attractive. http://www.imdb.com/name/nm1310709/ Is it just me? He looks hot in the previews. And in the pictures, but only the ones from the movie, not anything else really. And apparantly he grew up in Texas. Hey, so did I...it's fate. Is this what it's come to...me looking up random guys on IMDB and declaring my love. Mabye I need to get some a** this weekend, my reasons being two fold: 1) I'm sexually frustrated and 2) I'd have something interesting to write about on Monday. I guess I could always keep it to myself, but if I don't tell anyone, it's like it didn't happen, right? I'm so immature. Will I ever start acting like an adult? And what exactly does that entail, b/c I'm not sure if I'm up for it. I wish...I wish...I wish I was a little bit taller, I wish I was a baller, I wish I had a girl who looked good I would call her, I wish I had a rabbit in a hat with a bat and a six four Impala.
Yes, I think I'm ready to meet someone who might want to spend more than a night w/ me. So maybe getting a** is the wrong approach. Should I act more demure? Are there certain things I should/should not say? Do I need to change...and if I do, would I want to? I can't believe that this is neverending.
Reagan